Brian's Life On This Flat Planet

Britney Spears - Womanizer

2008-10-07T12:39:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, if you haven't heard the song. You need to listen its amazing and I cannot wait till the release of her album Circus On December 2nd.

Now listen.

Remember To Smile :D

2008-09-17T14:16:00.000-07:00

gar har har. . .

2008-08-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

It's time to start considering a new job, I love my coworkers and my work but financially I'm dying. I have been struggling this last two month's and it is beginning to get on my nerves. I might just have to take on another job fulltime and switch my current job to part time.
Any suggestions?

stresses and woes

2008-08-15T19:04:00.000-07:00

These last two weeks have been super stressful. Ugh. I have been working diligently for the last two weeks and I have hardly any money to show for it. It is really disappointing and frustrating. I am really hoping the next two weeks will pick up a bit so that I can come up with the money needed for my bills and stuff. gah. . .

wish me luck!

Bra Shopping. . .

2008-08-12T20:54:00.000-07:00

So today started off with getting woke up in the early hours of the morning. Ugh. . Xander came home from work at 8-830am, and woke me up, I was happy to see him. We then watched tv for a bit then around 1130am Xanderface drove Carrie to the Discover Card job fair. I proceeded to go out to lunch with my mom at Red Robin,

After parting with my mom, I proceeded to Pride Counseling to get my Letter of completion. After waiting around for 25 minutes with no one in sight I finally ran into someone whom worked there and got my letter printed off and signed. I then ran it down to the Justice Court House and delivered it to the court clerk.

I then proceeded home and picked up Xander and we picked up carrie from Discover Card, then dropped her off at home. We then Headed down to Bountiful and got together with Geoff And Tara. Geoff drove the four of us through the terrible traffic. I thought I was going to die because of Geoff's shit driving lol.

What I found as the most interesting part of my day was seeing this building that looked like a giant bra! haha priceless.

We then went to the mall after going to this lame card shop that was a total let down. We then went back to Bountiful and went home. It was a pretty fun day, :D

krapple. . .

2008-08-09T23:12:00.000-07:00

shit ending for a shitastic day *sarcastic* hooray!

Update

2008-08-05T23:09:00.000-07:00

So i haven't a blog in a while, I'd just like to update everyone on everything that has been going on.. I have managed been managing my bills pretty decently over the last few months, such as things like my gas, rent, insurance and phone goes.

I recently got myself a new car as you may have seen, the Scion XB, a very lovely litle car. I adore the shit out of it, adding car payment to my monthly bills seens kind of daunting as I add everything up in my head, and plan out how much money I need to make at work. And to throw into the mix, it has been a super sucky month or two at work. I was able to come up with the money for my bills this month. I'm just hoping next month will come as easy.

Relationship wise, I have been outstanding, I've met Xander, which I treasure more than words could describe. We have been helping each other with any and everything possible. It's had its ups and downs, but there is no complaining on my side. I am living in a comfortable and stable enviroment. I got myself out of the hole, that was my other apartment. I don't regret moving in with who I did, but financially it was the worst mistake I've ever made. Hopefully I can learn not to make that mistake again, and to in the future look ahead at whats coming rather than to look at what is just in my face.

I don't have much resent toward my ex roommates, as one might think I would, or should have. I just think of it as a learning experience and somthing to look at in the future. I wish all my ex roommates luck and prosper in the future. Hopefully they'll grow up a little bit and learn some of the lesson's I've had to learn over the past year or so. Otherwise I cannot see them getting anywhere worthwhile.

As far as my personal life and habits, are concerned I've made alot of good changes and adjustments. I don't regret getting the alcohol ticket that I did back in november, I went to my weekly group therapy, and though I may have not had many problems that I had to address in the weekly sessions, I did learn alot about people and their struggles and how to deal with my own personal issues. I had a place to go and put my input in other peoples situations and throw out my own problems if I had any.

I am overall happy with where I stand today. There isn't much for me to complain about as seeing that alot of people have it far worse off than I do.

Lip Syncing to Kelly Clarkson

2008-03-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

haha look how bored i was driving :D

The God Warrior - Margaret Perrin

2008-03-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

This has to be my favorite clip of reality television. Margaret is so fucking hilarious. I’d just love a t-shirt with her face on it. ;D

Girl's Love Their Gay's

2008-03-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

There is no way anyone could argue this one, its so true. I love Chris Crocker’s blogs. He is a pretty smart guy if you take the time to listen to him.

A Fat Person's Worst Nightmare. . .

2008-03-12T23:02:00.000-07:00

So I was at work today, and I was in a pretty pissy, mood the entire day. I was overstressed and bored because we had our full store evaluation by the District Manager today. UGH! ! Anyways, I did good, I scored 100% on my evaluation. Hooray me! I told my manager she had to buy me dinner and so i’m going to make her do that tomorrow.Anyways so on to the point of this story. So I was waiting on some tables later in the night, when I noticed a bottle of ketchup sitting on a table. So like I always do, I sat on the table and proceeded to lean over to grab the bottle. When all of a sudden the table buckled and caved underneath me. Talk about embarassing. I didn’t really know what to do but laugh. haha. I looked around to see if anyone had seen me in my fat ass moment. But only one of my tables saw and they were just staring trying to hold back from laughing. I immediately went and told one of my managers Gaby. Lol For the rest of the night everyone kept calling me fat ass. Including salad bar lady Maria, whom I love to death. I"m going to take a picture of it tomorrow and post it, if they haven’t fixed it yet.

*crosses fingers*

ouch. . .

2008-02-11T23:01:00.000-08:00

So I've been examining my life around me for the past while, observing things, events, people, and such, doing so I feel a sense of replacement or out of place, I don't if these are irrational feelings or just irrational outlookings but it kind of eeks me. I don't like it, and I'm sure alot of it is me being a semi bit over dramatic. Thats what i've been told anyways. I don't know if there is really anything that i can do about it but i think that maybe i will have to just see where the chips fall and base my emotional thoughts after that. Anyways, I have things to do so I will write more later if I feel up to it.

V-Day Realization

2008-02-10T22:59:00.000-08:00

So yeah, for the last two years I've had that special someone to celebrate valentine's day with. This year however is a bit more lonely. Its a tad depressing, I know. I was given valentine's day off of work and i don't really know why. They know i don't have a boyfriend. They scheduled my friend Alisha from work to work 5 to close and she does have a boyfriend so I told her i'd work for her so she can have a romantic night out. Plus it will earn me a ton of money. So i hope this brings some good karma my way. I really need to date more. . .

My AA Meeting. . .

2008-02-01T22:55:00.000-08:00

So I went to my court ordered AA meeting today to set up my evalutation. It sure was an interesting thing to go to. There were so many people there like at least a hundred or so i'm guessing. We went off into rooms so that we could talk in groups and such. Hearing how people's live have been so negatively affected by Alcohol and Drugs, makes me never want to drink or do drugs. I already know i won't do drugs because of all the people in my life that have told me to stay away from them. But seeing people who's live have been destroyed by their addictions really puts things into light for me. I can't imagine losing a child or my car or home and being forced to live in the streets, like alot of the people who are so heavily addicted do. I really want to take what I learned from that meeting and help the people in my life to avoid making those same mistakes. I have to get my evaluation done sometime within the next 2 weeks by order of the court so hopefully they can schedule me before then or else i'll have to call them and such. ughhh. So yeah thats my lesson for today.

Damn Court!

2008-02-01T22:53:00.000-08:00

so yeah, its 3am and I have to wake up in the morning to go to a group thing and set up an evaluation. ugh, how lame, but I have to do it. I have to go in at 11am and i don't even know exactly where it is or why I can't just schedule the eval. but whatever. I have work at five so i hope that i will have some sort of free time in between to go do something. :D

New SLC Apartment

2008-01-31T22:52:00.000-08:00

So we moved all the rest of our shit into our new place today, it's 1700 south and redwood road in salt lake city :D I'm so excited its nice to have my own room and own space, the apartment is a four bedroom apartment. I'm renting it out with Kim, Ry, and Dustin. <3 them. I'm hoping to buy some more stuff for my room soon but i need to get my finances in order before i do that. But i'm posting pictures of the apartment for all to see. :D tell me what you think.

Can You Dance???

2007-12-09T22:49:00.000-08:00

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See Me Morph Into Natalie Imbruglia!

2007-11-23T22:48:00.000-08:00

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Gimme More Drunk Dancing

2007-11-19T22:46:00.000-08:00

This what happens when you add me plus alcohol and throw in Britney Spears-Gimme More. ahhh crazyness

The Lap Dance Perfected

2007-11-18T22:44:00.000-08:00

Hooray for cellphones with camera's, this is how kim is when she's drunk, thank god we had our phones.

Gossip

2007-11-17T22:40:00.000-08:00

So I went to gossip last night, it was the first time in almost two months probably that I went. I made the huge mistake of showing up there at like 10pm, big mistake *mental note* don't do it again. No one was there except for a few of my friends from the club, i was supposed to be meeting dustin and my friends there but they decided to take a stop at a party. not fair. they got to drink and such and I didn't because I had to drive myself, boo hoo. lame! So as I got there they were still taking all the stuff down from the concert they had there earlier that night. Luckily not too long after it transformed into the club, I was able to find Carolyn She is the asian girl scared shitless in the picture. We got here to go up on stage and give the drag queen money, it seems like she will do anything. She's basically my hero. It was as funny as hell. I heart that girl hardcore. so funny she is. It was so effing hot in the club, OMG they had the doors to the outside shut off because they were still clearing the outside of all the band equipment and stuff from the concert so all the smoke and all the heat was trapped in. I was dying. I hung out with Carolyn, Kayla, and Willy most of the time. My brother jeff was there with me, it was fun, he met up with this guy kevin, whom he'd met online, turns out he smokes and my brother doesn't like that. My friend Preston knows kevin apparently, its such a small world, everyone knows everyone. how fun.. I was sad that i couldn't drink and stuff because i am so much more shy when i'm sober, i loosen up when i get alc in me, but i guess next week i will have to go not sober so i can get some action. *wink lol haha. anyways, we went back to dustin's after the club and drank and hung out it was way chill and so much fun, i was up till 5:30am and woke up at 10:30am the morning after. It was awesome. yay

Stardust, cheese fries, and a spikey lizard. . .

2007-11-10T22:38:00.000-08:00

So I went to see Stardust last night with my friend Sairah, it's my fourth time seeing it lol. haha. oh god, but its a great movie, so cute, it's a definate buy once it comes out to dvd. So sairah lives in orem, i was under the impression she lived in provo. Apparently not, lol, they tried giving me directions to her place and the told me to get off on an exit that didn't exist lol. it was terrible, i drove all the way hell out to spanish fork, before i turned around because i knew i had passed it. Then i got directions to get off on the center street exit, so i did, The sign said "Center st. Provo EB" so i assumed that it was the right one. i was told to go to 8th east and 8th north so i did. and there was no fucking 8th north steet on 8th east only an 820north. ahhh there was no Harmon's in site, and that was were i was supposed to meet Sairah at. So after consulting with Sairah on the phone, we decided i must not be in the right city. So i drove to taco bell and got directions to the freeway i got on and went north and found the correct "Center Street" exit. After that i was able to find my way to Harmons and meet up with Sairah! ! After a girlish scream and running up to each other and hugging, we went to her place and tried to find if Hairspray was playing at the dollar theater. Turns out it wasnt'. So we decided on seeing Stardust instead. We drove over to the theater and bought our tickets then headed over to Training Table and ate sandwiches and cheese fries. oh so good, i never eat all my sandwich. The restaraunt was as busy as I've ever seen one before, i was surprised. After eating I had the smart idea to head over to the arcade at the mall and sneak in a quick game of DDR SUPERNOVA on a full stomach of food. NOT a good idea, my stomach felt like shit the rest of the time at the mall, but we played games and won the jackpot on Deal or No Deal lol on my first time playing, haha, it was great. Then we cashed in our virtual tickets and got cute candy and toys. I got a Hello Kitty candy thing, mentos and a chinese finger trap. lol haha. Then we went and saw the movie Stardust, and it was awesome everyone loved it! ! Sairah especially, after the movie got out I drove her back home, and i dowloaded her a torrent program and started her downloading the movie Hairspray which she will absolutely love to death. and if not than that would be super sad.As for the lizard i mentioned in the title, Sairah has a spikey lizard from the desert named Cosmo, so cute and not hurtful to touch at all, lol. haha. it was way cute! ! well thats all for my long ass story. haha remember to subscribe to my blog. haha.

80's night disappoinment

2007-11-08T22:37:00.000-08:00

So I went to 80's night tonight with all my friends and such. It was pretty fun. But I was really tired so I wasn't really feeling it very much. There was this really hot guy there wearing a blue bandana and black shirt with rainbow colors on it, i think it was this one guy i know but I can't be completely sure. If its the guy i think it is then I already made out with him, but I can't be sure lol. haha, I wanted to go up to him and talk to him but i was too scared to. I'm alot more shy when i'm sober, its not fun. But anyways, i guess being a whore when i'm drunk isn't much better lol. Thats all I have to say. night

Drunky Blog Post ha ha ha

2007-11-03T22:35:00.000-07:00

I bit kim's boob when she smashed her breasts in my face. Butt that was a couple nights ago so forgive him. My neck hurts so bad. Oh god i'm so drunk. Everyone is leaving because they are lame asses lol ha ha. I'm so glad i don't drink and drive. I love how responsible i am even though i'm messed up by the alcohol. Love you all even kim. She is the most denial drunk ever i ever met

My Pet Snow Crab

2007-11-03T22:31:00.000-07:00

So I met my pet Snow Crab Ted at Mcgrath's Fish House today. I feel bad, I ordered him along with a steak, they only gave me half of him. Thats why his name is Ted. His real name is Teddy, i only had half of him, I don't know where his other half Dy went but oh well. He was delicious, omg so amazing. I want to go back soon and have another snow crab. *mouth waters*. . . yummy

Halloween Aftermath

2007-11-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

Ahh, so halloween, was hella fun! ! ! omg, so we threw a hotel party at Super Motel 8, in a deluxe suite. We invited a ton of people over, we had alcohol, and hooka, and ton's of sexxy sexxy people, (ryan included ;) ). We asked for a room on the bottom floor, away from everyone else, i would have felt bad for the neighbors if we actually had any. There was big ass tub/jacuzzi right next to the bed. anyways, Mckel cussed out the drive thru guy at Mcdonalds. we went back to the apartment to find out that we bitched him out for no reason, lol. haha, no more to say.

It's Britney Bitch. . .

2007-10-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

So Britney's new cd blackout, officially came out today. It is nice to see her putting out new music. Even though i have had all the songs on the cd for a couple weeks now it is nice to hear them in cd quaility and such. It disappoints me that they couldn't have inclued the seven extra tracks from her Blackout promo cd. Kiss You All Over is an amazing song and should have been put on there. Well i love the cd and i hope you all go and buy it. My biggest disappointment is the Album Art. It looks like it was done by a highschooler. yup how lame. anyways, if you want to know anything about it just comment this blog, my profile or page.

Halloween

2007-10-25T22:24:00.000-07:00

Ahhh so I freaking love love love my costume this year, its hella tight. omg. lol. I never thought I'd be so gangsta. Holla! I've gone to one costume party so far, thrown by Preston, I'm going to Dustin's tomorrow and then Montess's on Friday, and then probably something on Halloween also. I'm stoked, i've never done so much for Halloween before. It's very exciting. Well I hope everyone likes my costume. I know i sure do. It cost me only $75 total, the outfit itself was 50 the hat 9 the stockings 9 and the shoes were 2, lol sandals from the D.I. Yay for second hand stuff and no tax lol.

NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE! ! !

2007-09-13T22:17:00.000-07:00

So i was driving around yesterday with my friend Dustin. We were bored out of our minds and just driving around hoping something to do would just jump out at us. We wanted fun, cheap and close. lol. so that made it difficult. But thats besides the point. We were driving on the I-15 and we made our way onto the on ramp to the I-215, the damn ramp is a big circle and the speed limit on it is 25mph. which is reasonable considering most cars can't go more than about 35mph around it. We entered it at about 80mph everything seemed to be going ok but then we realized the car couldn't take it and our tires lost traction and we started to scream as the car started to SPIN! ! ! oh god, it was scary as hell, the tires were skidding and the car was spinning and felt like it was about to roll. Luckily the car didn't roll. that would've been a mess. The car finally stopped spinning and we almost slid off the road. The car stopped and we were facing the wrong way when a car came speeding towards us and almost hit us. It had to swerve out of the way to not crash into us. It was terrifying. Meanwhile we were both laughing our asses off because it was just out of no where and we weren't expecting it. lol. There was this lady that just casually drove around us not even phased at the car facing the wrong way as if it happens everyday. If i had have been that lady I would have been like OMG! ! We then drove our car back facing the right way and continued on our way. It was so hilarious. I've never had so much fun almost dying. The worst thing about it is that Dustin wasn't even wearing his seatbelt. I gave him a hard slap for that one. Mark my words. I'm never letting Dustin make decisions, he will kill us. Not a good idea. . .

My surgery

2007-07-10T22:15:00.000-07:00

So I had a hemorrhoid removal surgery on thurs. The surgery itself went fine but it sucks because I cannot drive while taking my pain medine. Plus I can't work till at least the 30th. I'm way stressed out about money for rent. Being alone in your own apartment is quite sad. But i guess there's not much I can do about that. :[[[

brian
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Fun concert! ! !

2007-03-29T22:10:00.000-07:00

hey so i went to this concert today with my brother, tara and her boyfriend ed. The concert was for the group anti flag of whom i've never heard of. We we're were going for one of the other acts which was Big d and the Kids table. It was held in the venue in salt lake. Me and my friends pushed our way up to the front of the mosh pit. They had groups of people running around in circles dancing and smashin into people. Which would cause everyone to get shoved and jerked around. It was so love i was very scared for my poor ears. I'd never heard big d before but they have a coolness to them so i like them. Tara bought a hoodie and their cd. Afterwards we went to eat at the food court at the mall and i had a foot long sub and we bumped into some people from school and we went to the arcade and played some ddr. It is very fun. I love dancing. Hooray