Update

So i haven't a blog in a while, I'd just like to update everyone on everything that has been going on.. I have managed been managing my bills pretty decently over the last few months, such as things like my gas, rent, insurance and phone goes.

I recently got myself a new car as you may have seen, the Scion XB, a very lovely litle car. I adore the shit out of it, adding car payment to my monthly bills seens kind of daunting as I add everything up in my head, and plan out how much money I need to make at work. And to throw into the mix, it has been a super sucky month or two at work. I was able to come up with the money for my bills this month. I'm just hoping next month will come as easy.

Relationship wise, I have been outstanding, I've met Xander, which I treasure more than words could describe. We have been helping each other with any and everything possible. It's had its ups and downs, but there is no complaining on my side. I am living in a comfortable and stable enviroment. I got myself out of the hole, that was my other apartment. I don't regret moving in with who I did, but financially it was the worst mistake I've ever made. Hopefully I can learn not to make that mistake again, and to in the future look ahead at whats coming rather than to look at what is just in my face.

I don't have much resent toward my ex roommates, as one might think I would, or should have. I just think of it as a learning experience and somthing to look at in the future. I wish all my ex roommates luck and prosper in the future. Hopefully they'll grow up a little bit and learn some of the lesson's I've had to learn over the past year or so. Otherwise I cannot see them getting anywhere worthwhile.

As far as my personal life and habits, are concerned I've made alot of good changes and adjustments. I don't regret getting the alcohol ticket that I did back in november, I went to my weekly group therapy, and though I may have not had many problems that I had to address in the weekly sessions, I did learn alot about people and their struggles and how to deal with my own personal issues. I had a place to go and put my input in other peoples situations and throw out my own problems if I had any.

I am overall happy with where I stand today. There isn't much for me to complain about as seeing that alot of people have it far worse off than I do.