Lip Syncing to Kelly Clarkson

haha look how bored i was driving :D

The God Warrior - Margaret Perrin

This has to be my favorite clip of reality television. Margaret is so fucking hilarious. I’d just love a t-shirt with her face on it. ;D

Girl's Love Their Gay's

There is no way anyone could argue this one, its so true. I love Chris Crocker’s blogs. He is a pretty smart guy if you take the time to listen to him.

A Fat Person's Worst Nightmare. . .

So I was at work today, and I was in a pretty pissy, mood the entire day. I was overstressed and bored because we had our full store evaluation by the District Manager today. UGH! ! Anyways, I did good, I scored 100% on my evaluation. Hooray me! I told my manager she had to buy me dinner and so i’m going to make her do that tomorrow.Anyways so on to the point of this story. So I was waiting on some tables later in the night, when I noticed a bottle of ketchup sitting on a table. So like I always do, I sat on the table and proceeded to lean over to grab the bottle. When all of a sudden the table buckled and caved underneath me. Talk about embarassing. I didn’t really know what to do but laugh. haha. I looked around to see if anyone had seen me in my fat ass moment. But only one of my tables saw and they were just staring trying to hold back from laughing. I immediately went and told one of my managers Gaby. Lol For the rest of the night everyone kept calling me fat ass. Including salad bar lady Maria, whom I love to death. I"m going to take a picture of it tomorrow and post it, if they haven’t fixed it yet.

*crosses fingers*

ouch. . .

So I've been examining my life around me for the past while, observing things, events, people, and such, doing so I feel a sense of replacement or out of place, I don't if these are irrational feelings or just irrational outlookings but it kind of eeks me. I don't like it, and I'm sure alot of it is me being a semi bit over dramatic. Thats what i've been told anyways. I don't know if there is really anything that i can do about it but i think that maybe i will have to just see where the chips fall and base my emotional thoughts after that. Anyways, I have things to do so I will write more later if I feel up to it.

V-Day Realization

So yeah, for the last two years I've had that special someone to celebrate valentine's day with. This year however is a bit more lonely. Its a tad depressing, I know. I was given valentine's day off of work and i don't really know why. They know i don't have a boyfriend. They scheduled my friend Alisha from work to work 5 to close and she does have a boyfriend so I told her i'd work for her so she can have a romantic night out. Plus it will earn me a ton of money. So i hope this brings some good karma my way. I really need to date more. . .

My AA Meeting. . .

So I went to my court ordered AA meeting today to set up my evalutation. It sure was an interesting thing to go to. There were so many people there like at least a hundred or so i'm guessing. We went off into rooms so that we could talk in groups and such. Hearing how people's live have been so negatively affected by Alcohol and Drugs, makes me never want to drink or do drugs. I already know i won't do drugs because of all the people in my life that have told me to stay away from them. But seeing people who's live have been destroyed by their addictions really puts things into light for me. I can't imagine losing a child or my car or home and being forced to live in the streets, like alot of the people who are so heavily addicted do. I really want to take what I learned from that meeting and help the people in my life to avoid making those same mistakes. I have to get my evaluation done sometime within the next 2 weeks by order of the court so hopefully they can schedule me before then or else i'll have to call them and such. ughhh. So yeah thats my lesson for today.