Britney Spears - Womanizer

Oh my god, if you haven't heard the song. You need to listen its amazing and I cannot wait till the release of her album Circus On December 2nd.

Now listen.

Remember To Smile :D

gar har har. . .

It's time to start considering a new job, I love my coworkers and my work but financially I'm dying. I have been struggling this last two month's and it is beginning to get on my nerves. I might just have to take on another job fulltime and switch my current job to part time.
Any suggestions?

stresses and woes

These last two weeks have been super stressful. Ugh. I have been working diligently for the last two weeks and I have hardly any money to show for it. It is really disappointing and frustrating. I am really hoping the next two weeks will pick up a bit so that I can come up with the money needed for my bills and stuff. gah. . .

wish me luck!

Bra Shopping. . .

So today started off with getting woke up in the early hours of the morning. Ugh. . Xander came home from work at 8-830am, and woke me up, I was happy to see him. We then watched tv for a bit then around 1130am Xanderface drove Carrie to the Discover Card job fair. I proceeded to go out to lunch with my mom at Red Robin,



After parting with my mom, I proceeded to Pride Counseling to get my Letter of completion. After waiting around for 25 minutes with no one in sight I finally ran into someone whom worked there and got my letter printed off and signed. I then ran it down to the Justice Court House and delivered it to the court clerk.


I then proceeded home and picked up Xander and we picked up carrie from Discover Card, then dropped her off at home. We then Headed down to Bountiful and got together with Geoff And Tara. Geoff drove the four of us through the terrible traffic. I thought I was going to die because of Geoff's shit driving lol.

What I found as the most interesting part of my day was seeing this building that looked like a giant bra! haha priceless.



We then went to the mall after going to this lame card shop that was a total let down. We then went back to Bountiful and went home. It was a pretty fun day, :D

krapple. . .

shit ending for a shitastic day *sarcastic* hooray!

Update

So i haven't a blog in a while, I'd just like to update everyone on everything that has been going on.. I have managed been managing my bills pretty decently over the last few months, such as things like my gas, rent, insurance and phone goes.

I recently got myself a new car as you may have seen, the Scion XB, a very lovely litle car. I adore the shit out of it, adding car payment to my monthly bills seens kind of daunting as I add everything up in my head, and plan out how much money I need to make at work. And to throw into the mix, it has been a super sucky month or two at work. I was able to come up with the money for my bills this month. I'm just hoping next month will come as easy.

Relationship wise, I have been outstanding, I've met Xander, which I treasure more than words could describe. We have been helping each other with any and everything possible. It's had its ups and downs, but there is no complaining on my side. I am living in a comfortable and stable enviroment. I got myself out of the hole, that was my other apartment. I don't regret moving in with who I did, but financially it was the worst mistake I've ever made. Hopefully I can learn not to make that mistake again, and to in the future look ahead at whats coming rather than to look at what is just in my face.

I don't have much resent toward my ex roommates, as one might think I would, or should have. I just think of it as a learning experience and somthing to look at in the future. I wish all my ex roommates luck and prosper in the future. Hopefully they'll grow up a little bit and learn some of the lesson's I've had to learn over the past year or so. Otherwise I cannot see them getting anywhere worthwhile.

As far as my personal life and habits, are concerned I've made alot of good changes and adjustments. I don't regret getting the alcohol ticket that I did back in november, I went to my weekly group therapy, and though I may have not had many problems that I had to address in the weekly sessions, I did learn alot about people and their struggles and how to deal with my own personal issues. I had a place to go and put my input in other peoples situations and throw out my own problems if I had any.

I am overall happy with where I stand today. There isn't much for me to complain about as seeing that alot of people have it far worse off than I do.

Lip Syncing to Kelly Clarkson

haha look how bored i was driving :D

The God Warrior - Margaret Perrin

This has to be my favorite clip of reality television. Margaret is so fucking hilarious. I’d just love a t-shirt with her face on it. ;D

Girl's Love Their Gay's

There is no way anyone could argue this one, its so true. I love Chris Crocker’s blogs. He is a pretty smart guy if you take the time to listen to him.

A Fat Person's Worst Nightmare. . .

So I was at work today, and I was in a pretty pissy, mood the entire day. I was overstressed and bored because we had our full store evaluation by the District Manager today. UGH! ! Anyways, I did good, I scored 100% on my evaluation. Hooray me! I told my manager she had to buy me dinner and so i’m going to make her do that tomorrow.Anyways so on to the point of this story. So I was waiting on some tables later in the night, when I noticed a bottle of ketchup sitting on a table. So like I always do, I sat on the table and proceeded to lean over to grab the bottle. When all of a sudden the table buckled and caved underneath me. Talk about embarassing. I didn’t really know what to do but laugh. haha. I looked around to see if anyone had seen me in my fat ass moment. But only one of my tables saw and they were just staring trying to hold back from laughing. I immediately went and told one of my managers Gaby. Lol For the rest of the night everyone kept calling me fat ass. Including salad bar lady Maria, whom I love to death. I"m going to take a picture of it tomorrow and post it, if they haven’t fixed it yet.

*crosses fingers*

ouch. . .

So I've been examining my life around me for the past while, observing things, events, people, and such, doing so I feel a sense of replacement or out of place, I don't if these are irrational feelings or just irrational outlookings but it kind of eeks me. I don't like it, and I'm sure alot of it is me being a semi bit over dramatic. Thats what i've been told anyways. I don't know if there is really anything that i can do about it but i think that maybe i will have to just see where the chips fall and base my emotional thoughts after that. Anyways, I have things to do so I will write more later if I feel up to it.

V-Day Realization

So yeah, for the last two years I've had that special someone to celebrate valentine's day with. This year however is a bit more lonely. Its a tad depressing, I know. I was given valentine's day off of work and i don't really know why. They know i don't have a boyfriend. They scheduled my friend Alisha from work to work 5 to close and she does have a boyfriend so I told her i'd work for her so she can have a romantic night out. Plus it will earn me a ton of money. So i hope this brings some good karma my way. I really need to date more. . .

My AA Meeting. . .

So I went to my court ordered AA meeting today to set up my evalutation. It sure was an interesting thing to go to. There were so many people there like at least a hundred or so i'm guessing. We went off into rooms so that we could talk in groups and such. Hearing how people's live have been so negatively affected by Alcohol and Drugs, makes me never want to drink or do drugs. I already know i won't do drugs because of all the people in my life that have told me to stay away from them. But seeing people who's live have been destroyed by their addictions really puts things into light for me. I can't imagine losing a child or my car or home and being forced to live in the streets, like alot of the people who are so heavily addicted do. I really want to take what I learned from that meeting and help the people in my life to avoid making those same mistakes. I have to get my evaluation done sometime within the next 2 weeks by order of the court so hopefully they can schedule me before then or else i'll have to call them and such. ughhh. So yeah thats my lesson for today.

Damn Court!

so yeah, its 3am and I have to wake up in the morning to go to a group thing and set up an evaluation. ugh, how lame, but I have to do it. I have to go in at 11am and i don't even know exactly where it is or why I can't just schedule the eval. but whatever. I have work at five so i hope that i will have some sort of free time in between to go do something. :D

New SLC Apartment

So we moved all the rest of our shit into our new place today, it's 1700 south and redwood road in salt lake city :D I'm so excited its nice to have my own room and own space, the apartment is a four bedroom apartment.  I'm renting it out with Kim, Ry, and Dustin. <3 them. I'm hoping to buy some more stuff for my room soon but i need to get my finances in order before i do that. But i'm posting pictures of the apartment for all to see. :D tell me what you think.